I am in the bathroom Cowering, quivering, shaking Within my stomach begins an eruption I am surviving The bluish liquid spills forth from my mouth the toxic cleanser Tastes so fine perhaps I'll have to make another Windshield, washer, cocktail Retracing the events which lead me here To this psych ward I'm not convinced But everyone is so confident That I'm right where I belong That bitch, that cunt, that whore Did she think I'm idiot (yes, she did) That I wouldn't find out A replacement, a clone of perfection Had snuck in and took shape A snake. a fiend once friendly How could that be faked? My own flesh and blood repelled me Altered and strangled Cast me out That's when I picked up the knife I shushed her quiet then stabbed her quickly 19 times I kept my five-year-old son My precious for last The blade was slippery his sister's blood was everywhere I made quite the mess you see That's when it hit me The realization of what I've done Searching frantically I couldn't locate the apparatus To plant it straight into my heart, I began to panic Then shaking, sobbing, I discovered my liquid hold Rest eternal alongside my own The father, daughter and the son Never apart eternity all together With none to oppose I wish I were fucking dead I should be fucking dead I'm the monster I'm the beast I'm the one who killed his own But yet somehow I am still free
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Ningen Isu / Heartless Scat [OV]
Ministry - Jesus Built My Hotrod
Bones - Reb & Vodka (Feat. Xavier Wulf)
Bee Gees - Tragedy
Zombie (metal cover by Leo & Stine Moracchioli)
Bolt Thrower - Lest we forget
Big Boss hyväksyy
Marilyn Manson - Mister Superstar
Marilyn Manson - Angel With The Scabbed Wings
Marilyn Manson - Sweet Dreams (Are Made Of This) (Alt. Version)
Fear Factory - Descent
Marilyn Manson - We Know Where You Fucking Live (OV)
SATYRICON - King (OFFICIAL VIDEO)
CMX - Kultanaamio
It´s the End of the World as We Know It (cover)
Carach Angren "The Sighting is a Portent of Doom" (OV)
Rammstein - Ich Will (OV)
Mokoma - Takatalvi
Nekrogoblikon - We Need A Gimmick [OV]
Avenged Sevenfold - God Damn
ARCTURUS - The Sham Mirrors (FA,2002)
Death - Leprosy
Bones - TheDayYouLeaveThisPlanetNobodyWillNotice
DARK TRANQUILLITY - Forward Momentum (OFFICIAL VIDEO)